I'm getting his car...

I've made a decision. I'm getting the car. Midlife crisis in the making, okay happening, and I'm just going with it.

My dad is in the hospital, pneumonia, but he is getting out soon. He's to young to have my 40 yr old brother be the Patriarch of the family. Got long term care for Mom yesterday. The statistic discussion was horrible. Facing one's death. One day I'll be there and not sure if I am ready for that just yet.

My family is having lots of babies this year. My baby is 14 years old. I'm ready to run to another country and have A LIFE!!!! This is where the car comes in. It is the start. And I don't feel bad that I am not going to be here for the babies. I'll be back when they are older and they'll appreciate the Aunt who bribes them with gifts.

Going to Dubai for New Years 2009 and the Pyramids to follow. That'll be awesome and expensive and I don't care. It'll be hell of a memory for me, my son, and my brother.

Rented my house this week too. RELIEF, big relief.